Saturday, December 23, 2006
with LOVE ; *
erm..
dear...
i dunno y our relationship will turn out to be like tat...
i sae before....
i dun wan to pei u so much...
becoz...
u will be sick of it....
nw this happen..
becoz we spend too much time wif each other....
and nv regulate the time between u and ur friens and mi....
naturally u will feel happy wif them....
becoz u havnt been hanging around wif them much...
i mean this is wat i m feeling....
but i think u shld noe hw hurt it would be if someone tell u stuff tat u haf said to mi...
but ya...
truth is always hurtful...
i noe u wouldnt feel the hurt.....
coz..
u r nt the one feeling it...
and of coz...
u dun love mi as much as before...
nw....
it jus feel tat i m waiting for my death....
the pain jus take the whole life out of mi...
i noe u wan to be wif ur friens...
i agree..
they are impt....
doesnt mean u haf to seperate from mi...
partners and friens are different...
they cant be compared....
coz the feeling they gave out is different.....
i m happy....
i enjoy every moment with my friens too....
i rmb u were so upset...
becoz i m veri happy wif them....
its nt becoz u fail to make mi happy....
its jus different...
it becoz i love u...
no matter wat...
u fail to make mi happy....
or u make mi sad....
it will nt change my love towards u....
they make mi happy.....
when it happen...
then i will luff....
but after tat..
its gone...
but when u make mi happy....
whenevr i tot of it...
i will smile....
it seems to be lasting....
its in the heart.....
u will be happy wif them becoz.....
of the mixture of different character in a group...
whereas....
ther is onli mi....
a loner.....
i had try my best...
to tok to u....
ur probs.....
help u to think of ways u could do to make u feel comfortable...
but...
sumtime...
my ways are jus rejected....
izzit becoz i m nt clever enuff?.....
i noe...
sumtime...
i didnt phrase my words in the proper manner...
and sumhw it affects u..
and the attitude...
i m jus pissed becoz..
when i m trying to help...
u always sae dunno....
sorri...
and
becoz my english jus couldnt make it....
its my fault for neglecting u in the 1st place...
but...
i hope u understand...
i did nt do it on purpose...
mi too...
i dun wan my friens think of mi in a bad way.....
they are impt.....
but no matter hw impt they are....
they cant gif mi wat u can gif.....
which is love...
as a partner...
i cant be 100% ther for u.....
friens cant too.....
i dunno y u didnt felt loved...
i did my best....
whenever u need mi...
i jus tried my best to be next to u....
comfort u.....
u wan to eat at somewher tat is classy...
i did my best....
i do watever to get the money....
u wan mi to pei u more....
i did my best...
i pulled out of the competition...
the main reason isnt becoz of my studies...
isnt becoz of my parents....
its becoz i wan to spend time wif u.....
i jus lied to them....
i m veri veri happy....
if u wan mi to pei u more...
but it really hurts...
if u do not think of mi.....
i really wan to befriend wif ur classmate...
coz....
i dun wan them to neglect u ad make u feel out...
i know..
i m veri unsociable type of person....
but nt for this time round.....
if i m nt wrong.....
i m nt eating again.....
i cant eat le....
whenever i eat...
it jus vomit again....
7:20 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
with LOVE ; *
ayy...haven blogged since...
i dunno!! damn long ago...
actually...
it's not i dun wanna blog lah!!
is i got no time, dunno wat to write and too tired..
lol..
but i enjoy reading it!
everytime, read wat u write...
den imagine u narrating it out...
damn cute!!!
hahah...
now u cut this hair...
very cute too!!
den wen i imagine u w the new hair, and narrating it,
super duper cute!!!
muahaha...
after we patch, i think i love u more..
although i dun say it, but i can feel it...
now, i zhu dong go find u or ask u come find me...
muahaha...
hope u wont find me irritating can liao..
think our love has pass the hong hong lie lie, fiery and passionate stage~
now, it's the xi shui chang liu, strong and steady stage~
so muz hang on kiez?
now juz step up to be pressie, goin to have CTs and all..
think i still cant cope, gimme some time to sort out my time can?
sorry dear...
i noe i kinda neglected u abit and make u alwayz pissed off..
but to me, u are still impt and i love u alot!!!
plz dun ask me why~~
but...
hahaha...
actually i kinda like ur horny side too..
lol~
the dirty thoughts that u have abt me...
the things that make u horny...
i wanna noe all!!
coz makes me excited too!!
lol...
though u slim dwn (plz dun proud!!)
but i still like u to hug me...
and plz dun sweat so much lah!!!!
stink~~
hahahhaa...
den i cant smell u le...
ur crappy side i also love~
coz make me luff!!
although sometimes i sad den u crap, abit annoying but i still thank u for tt!
through all these times, u've neva left me...
u kept on lovin me and givin me ur bez...
yet, i once left u..
but now tt i've come back, hope we will be like tt for long!!
*muackz!*
i love u dear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
1:27 AM
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