Friday, October 20, 2006
with LOVE ; *
mmm...i noe i shldnt haf lied to u....
i told u....
if one dae.....
u fall in love wif a guy.....
i will let it go...
i m sorri......
i didn't take it seriously.....
coz....
i think too highly about myself....
i tot it was easy.....
i tot i wun loose u......
but i realise.......
i m goin to looose u.....
i lied tat i will give u up to aaron.....
coz.....
i didnt noe...
he will like u...
until my instinct told mi...
someone is snatching my dear.......
the truth is....
i wun gif u up without a fight....
i noe i aint a guy.....
but i will fight like one.....
ther will be no crying....
i haf changed......
i really can sae it proudly.....
i wun use crying as a method to solve this thing.....
dear.....
i promise....
i will be truthful to u.......
i will tell u how i feel.....
aaron is nt like annyther guys....i agree...
but i m nt like anyother bunks......les.....guys......
i noe i mus be crazy....
but...
i ask myself......
if.....i had the chance.....
i wan to haf a life wif u......
i wan to be like the ones in "L" word......
this is how much i love u.....
i wish....
u could change u mind abt goin into a normal life.....
change ur mind abt nt being a bi........
even if u are taken.....
i will be like skye......
taking care of u....
make sure he wun hurt u.....
i wun use my temper on u le.....
actually....i noe...u will feel bad abt 2 timing pple....
but dun feel guilty....
is mi tat i wan to care for u......
if he has no time......i will be by ur side...
i promise i will nt loose my temper on u tat much...
sorri...i cant promise i can completely nt loose temper.....
and...ur 24 hrs thinggy....
but i will gif u a 100% sure i will use it on him....the loose temper thinngy
tat is if he hurt u lah.....
oh my oh my....i jus realise i still haf chance.....
he faster go NS!!!!....muahahah...*evil grin*....
3 weeks is hard to change someone....
but i wanna proof it to u....
love can do big things.....
love can make pple realise thing quickly......
was readin the msg tat we haf a tiff.....
every tiff....
ask mi y i save those tiff msges.....
coz...
i wann read it....
so in order nt to hurt u again.....
i feel kind of stubborn......
i totally regret it....
jus dun gif up in mi.....
coz.....
i need ur help too.....
1:08 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
with LOVE ; *
dear........
i wan to show u hw strong i m......
i noe....
if i breakdown again.....
its gonna be worse.....
i wan to show u tat i can be better then a man.....
eeee........better man...i hate tat song......sorri..ahahaha
u haf told mi.....
i m like a kid.....
and i brought in too much of my kiddishness.....
i brought in the wrong stuff....
i brought in my spoil child temper.....
i brought in my the crying and screaming when i did nt get my things....
yet...i nv brought in my cuttieness
and....i make u feel tire.....
i make u feel irritated....
dun worry.....
i wun sae any empty thoughs again.....
hahaa...
i will fill it up.....
i will update regularly.......
until my times is up......
okok......
fetching u to school later......
bringing u to work...and fetching u back home.....
yeah!!!
can pei u le......
sorri....
i excited.......
i noe....i m nt crying over spilled milk....
i m crying over a container of spilled beans.....
but...i will be stronge
to pick up the beans one by one....
wif my own hands......
i dun wan anyone to help mi wif it.....
the beans tat doesn't touch my hand will.....
eh...
will......
rot...okok......
dear...
i love!!!!!
you!!!!!......
10:58 AM
with LOVE ; *
"it" has hurt her once by capturing her father.....
"it" is a beast doesnt mean he is beast in nature....
so"it" set her father free...
but her to stay in the castle....
during the stay....
she discover the gentle side of the beast...
hw the beast sacrifice for her.....
it her tat the beast changed back to his normal form...
u are the beauty....
i m the beast....hu do popping...
haha..sorri...i was imagine it in my head....
i noe....i haf a fearful nature....
but...i will use mine gentle side of mi.....to cover it up...(of coz it wun be completely)
and change to b a better person.....
i hope u will come back to mi.....
in order to love u again.....
to mi.....
its becoz of this sentence " Happily ever after " that makes no one believe in this story...
i noe...... to live happily after.....isnt easy as it saes...
but it wll nt be a fairytale....
it will be a real- life fiction story...
without "happily ever after"...
sorri....
i dun noe hw to express myself....
i dunno hw to write songs.....
i dunno hw to be poetic.....
but....
i hope...wat i told u this afternoon.....
will nt make u feels irritated.....
i onli letting u noe abt my chances of getting back u.....
but i promise......
i will return into a human form even before u come back.....
Sign off...
Jt the busted beast....
1:26 AM
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
with LOVE ; *
i dun care......
i wan u to pinch mi.....so when u are away...the blue blacks will pei mi....
i dun mind u hitting my chest.....so as to remind mi abt my fatty tissues in my body....and to make urs bigger (return it to u!!)...
i dun mind u disturbing mi....coz its shows ur presence....and u always beside mi...
i dun mind ur complaines......so i can be ther to comfort u....to hong u....
i wan to be wif u.......to be independent and making u dependent on mi
i wan to hear ur giggles.....it makes mi feel awww!!.....u r cute....
i wan u nt exposed.....i haf been too hard on u....and onli cares abt my own feeling...i m selfish pig!!
!!!....i wan u to call mi a selfish pig!!....coz i m one.....and u are cute saying tat...
i m blinded...
before i could even remove the blindfolds....
i m at the edge of the cliff......
u r a rope tat ties mi to a tree.....
it depends on whether u can hold my weight....
it oso depends on mi using my own strenght to save my life....
i will choose to use my own strenght more...
thanx for holding mi for 3 weeks....
nw...i haf to use my own strength.....
i m sorri...
i didnt noe wat to do nw.....
all i can do is to woo u back....
i m scared nw....
but i will be strong so as to fight for u....
2:56 AM
with LOVE ; *
Sorri for watever i done todae.....
i did it.....coz i wan to noe wat u expect frm mi....
i didnt mean to see more then tat.....
in a relationship...
ones tend to turn blind when it takes control of the relationship....
yes...i didnt deny it....
back then....
i didnt respect u....
all i did was to shout at u when u didnt return my call...
i did nt care whether u were busy....
and scolding u words tat is hurtful
i noe.....
nw.....the "sorri"...
it didnt mean anithing to u....
but i will make it meaningful again....
i noe....
he is a guy.....
i m a girl.....
maybe i will lose out to him....
but it doesnt mean i do not haf chance to woo u.....
i did it before....n....i m goin to do it again...
rite frm wher we started...
jus hope tat u will gif mi a chance...
i told u.....
i m half a guy....
nt totally a guy.....
but believe mi.....
i will treat u as a real girl.....
protect u as a real girl....
i will do wat a guy will do....
u sae i m special.......
i wan to tell u that i m worth more then special.....
a relationship tat will be opposite of wat u think the outcome be....
a relationship tat will change ur thinking towards mine...
u find tat my hugs arent secure animore.....
but i will make u feel tat one dae.....
i will gif it to u everyday...
let u find the feeling back.....
u sae u act like a mother towards mi......
then i will be the father to care for a mother.....
but i will be a cute baby if u wan mi to....(i aint acting cute)
u sae u wan freedom......
i will.....
i onli wan an assurance frm u....
i jus wan to feel secure.....
i noe....u still cares abt mi....
coz u gave us 3 weeks.....
i m really happy....
i will treasure every min...
every sec......
if thers a wall building in between us......
a cracked hole in the wall is all i wan.....
so i can send a messenges thru the hole to u....
so i can try all my might to break it dwn....
and look into the hole to make sure u are safe......
i noe tat i will treasure things when its gone...
and its too late...
but when it comes back to mi.......
it will be priceless......
the barrel cakes will still be ours....
i told u tat....no matter wat happens.....
onli u and mi can haf it.....
Da Da and BB....
thought they are fighting.....
i will keep an eye on them...
so they wun hurt each other.....
i love you.......
i missed u......
all i wan is to hug u nw.....
to kiss u.......
12:47 AM
Sunday, October 08, 2006
with LOVE ; *
happy birthdae to u~~.....
happy birthdae to u~~.....
happy birthdae to wiffy dear~~~~~~~~~~~.....
happy birthdae to u u u u u~ (rnb)....muahahaha
yeah!!....
my dear 18 le!!......
1st thing i wanna sae to u is....
forgive mi for nt having to celebrate ur birthdae....
coz i broke.....
but i promise.....buy u sumthing......
i promise.............
i...i...pro~mis~~~ss~~~~~.
2nd thing....
u bluff pple....
u nv haf sex meh!!!...(mi and u)
hahahha.......birthdae gal big ar!!!...huh!!!!!!
so big until can lie ar!!
.muahaha...
3rd thing....
maybe.....i shld go buy flour......hoh~~.....
then mix wif egg....muahaha.........
then gor it on ur body...gor it on ur face!!!
haha...last thing...
nothing!!!......
wat ever u wish for.....will come true k...
even if u sae u wish to come fatter..it will come true!!!.....
hahaha.....
i luv~~!!!........
YOU!!!!!
1:39 AM
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